To be honest, I only want to live my life without fearing like I want to end it and I hope others feel the same. I wouldn't be able to look my mother in the eye, the woman who gave me life, and say I don't want my life anymore. It is too painful to deal with. Currently, I am suffering from PTSD, depression, and anxiety. My only hope out of my life is that it doesn't end before it finally starts. I want a family of my own to love, and I especially want to see the world. I understand that life is short which is why I want to live it to the fullest I possibly can.